This morning I woke up with puffy eyes, swollen feet and swollen hands.
I have been traveling, not eating right and working all through the weekend in New York City, and just got back last night.
I was lucky enough to have the energy to rinse myself off in the shower, but during breakfast I spilled honey all over my pants and didn't have the energy to change them.
I then proceeded to suck down some coffee.
But then I stopped, mid slurp, and just shut my eyes.
I ran into the den, cleaned off the dusty piano plugged in the speakers on my Korg, and wrote a song called, "Wait".
It came out of me so quickly, like a raging rush of cool water from a broken dam. I began crying on the final chorus, well more like weeping.
And I eeked out, "So I will wait, wait, wait on You."
I need reprieve.
I need deliverance.
My constant prayer is that God will continue pushing on my heart to move me in the direction of the purpose He has planned.
I am going to write. I am not going to give up. I am going to pursue my heart and follow that lead. I may have to wait, sacrifice and humble myself in the now, but I know where I am heading.
I just need to stop being afraid and make the jump in faith.
More to come when I can keep my eyes open for longer than 10 minutes.
Pray for me.
2 comments:
I'm so glad that you were able to write new material. Your creativity is never stalled; just in hiding, waiting for the right moment to surprise you with its strength.
Keep it up!
It was fun hanging out with you, hope you're feeling better.
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